Last Orders

I´ve seen a wonderful film ´Last orders´So that i´ve remembered an old voice. My other voice. The voice of another life and of another hope. Someone told me I talked in spiral. Maybe that was a right thought. I wonder myself who is the thief of my last 10 years. Who has stolen my dreams.
Dreams :
-I want to see the colourful Dutch gardens next April. I want to follow old paths in a new year.
-I want to spend my holidays in Aber.
-I want to smile again.
-I want to feel the wind against my face. I want to feel myself alive again.
-I wisht to let my hands drawing beautiful pictures.

I always say I am a warrior tha never gives up a battle easily. However I am tired of fighting now.

Cheers!